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I guess Dad had a terrible childhood Christmases, because each spent drunk and / or aggressive. I used to think this due to his intolerance sounds while performing household chores, which before Christmas has plenty. So I tried before him organize trips to the cottage, to mom managed "in peace" what should work around the house. On the other hand, mom every year remembers another wagon other things you want to do before Christmas, which physically can not do two people two days before Christmas. However, as a dad in defiance before Christmas does not want to go to the cottage, but is drunk, not going to work, sleeps in the living room and harasses us because his mind working around the house.
To do that, at least partially prevented this year, I decided myself earlier start with general cleaning, so enticing remain prepared food. And sister helped me. However, Mom and Dad continued by its tradition and this year.
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Maybe somehow managed to perform additional duties, that mom has not decided on Christmas Eve get a truck timber, so that 24 should spend cleaning the shed working wood, stacked wood, clean up for an electrician and plumber, and store food, decorate jelku- all in a manner that will not interfere with my dad while sleeping, because he decided not to go to work hung over. Ah, yes! Mom still had to work that day and up to 12 computers that will all arrive. That's why I'm in a silly hope that we really decided food trucks fort worth to get up early on Christmas Eve and clear soup and arrange the wood. However, just this shit is lasting 8 to third
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The real drama began when the mother went mad and started to mention divorce. Only then I realized how afraid he will be left. He pretended that he did not hear what she tells him, has already started a rampage, infest it, accusing it of infidelity, she stole the money that was paid for that stupid sink and shit. Then he made her shut up, do not do anything and he lay down again to sleep on the couch. food trucks fort worth I have the impression that he did it just to be stopped to mention the story of divorce. On the other hand, mom rarely threatened divorce, but I know that these are empty threats. However, this time it is not out of line, because it is (again) ruined Christmas. Why do I hope something every year, I do not understand? Stupid food trucks fort worth woman! Also, I know that it is further upset by having confirmed tezu- every time you visit us a family member, food trucks fort worth he must have one of these episodes. Grandma does not want to come with us (to his house) because before it stopped refrain, and now, after three years still decided food trucks fort worth to come, and for Christmas. I can imagine how Mom fear d